POETRY


Remember Me


Remember me dearest love,
If you miss me look above.
There I stand,
On the clouds looking about,
Holding your hand.
Remember me dearest friend,
I will watch over thee,
Until the end.
There I shall stand,
Looking down,
Hold up your hand.
Remember me till the end.
I refuse to lie,
If you need me,
Look to the sky.

POETRY


Rambling


I could sleep for a thousand years and not escape the emptiness I feel without him. the world is so cold outside of his embrace. Without his innocent smile, darkness surrounds me. Eternity has never looked so dim, so dark, so depressing as it does now that I am faced with a life cast away from my love, my light, and my hope.
I can not bare the thought of a life without his tender embrace. My black ice heart is breaking. I’ve never felt such agony as I do now. I long for his touch, his lips on mine, our eyes locked together as the world melts away around us. But, it can never be so. He is long gone by now, perhaps even in love with another. The mere thought causes tears to stream down my face.
I stand on the edge of the abyss. So completely alone, I look out across the empty world, praying for his return. Yet I know, should I continue on this eternal path without him, I will gladly end my own suffering. What good is the salvation of the damned when love can’t even save me? Here I am, falling into endless darkness, completely unsure with desperation. Do I deserve to be saved? If not, let me die quickly. If so, catch me as I fall from grace.

POETRY


Precious time


A time to think
A time to dream
A time to use
A time to share
A time to love
A time to lose
A time to care
No time to waste
Time is precious
Don’t give in.

POETRY


In Pieces


A glass shattered on the floor,
A rose’s petals on the ground,
A simple story,
Of how my life turned around.
A puzzle torn to its pieces,
Scattered in the wind,
Things drifting from their place,
Is how it all begins.
My tears are the glass,
My heart, petals of a red rose,
My life the puzzle,
Never to be whole.

POETRY


I’ll be there


When you’re feeling down,
Just look around,
And I’ll be there.
When skies are gray,
And you wonder if you’ll live another day,
I’ll be there.
Keep on smiling,
Keep on trying,
Keep on striving,
To reach your goals.
Turn your world around,
Get rid of that frown,
Even when life’s upside down,
I’ll be there.
I know its going to be ok,
We’ll see another sunny day,
I’ll always be there.

POETRY


Guilt – Featuring Barbara Santiago and Heather Fleischman


My guilt is eating me up inside
Now I have to hide
Everyone knows what I did wrong
Throwing it around
They say that I have lost my mind
He left me behind
The lies he told me
Left me blind
I could never forgive him
They know what I did
I wanted to get rid of him
He hurt me too bad to live
So now I must go away
Because of the words they say
They say I killed him
But they are wrong
I know who did
The man who loved life
The life he gave for me
He took his own life
To blame me.

POETRY


Good bye friend


The sunset was our place to be.
Now like the sun,
Your life has set before me.
I’ll never understand why you had to go.
I guess god will only know.
You should take me too,
If I could go.
Please just take a part of me with you.
You touched a special place in my heart.
A place no one else has gone in so long.
If you must stay by my side.
Be my life’s guide.
I will miss you now that you are gone.
I just feel so alone.
Goodbye friend…